整理抽屜發現十年前的記憶
忽然很想把現在的自己也記錄下來
這個日子過得亂七八糟  但有還是點可愛的自己
記得這時候的我  雖然得不到最想要的那一個  卻是擁有很多愛的

到現在 我還是想著你

可是怎麼辦呢   也不能怎麼樣了

一個月了
另一種算法 可能是  三個月了
我的心它還沒有回到我的身體裡
我不知道它流浪去了哪裡  有沒有好好的
每天起床  用意志力撐住自己
然後又不小心掉進漩渦裡  被捲走被吞沒
越接近午夜厭煩和心急就越強烈
討厭自己的分心沒效率   討厭自己的脆弱膽小和一事無成
可是我慢慢慢慢知道了
正因為我不愛自己  所以也沒有愛別人的能力

如果說我們每做出一次選擇  就產生一個平行宇宙
那麼在某個平行宇宙裡  或許有一個我每次都溫柔勇敢堅定
然後終於能接近你的心
真好啊  那個我
但我並不想到那裏  也不想回到從前重新來過
在這個時空裡的我   消極的膽怯的充滿恐懼的我
每次做選擇時卻很誠實
害怕的時候就躲起來一下下
沒準備好的時候就再等一下下

我不確定自己是不是成為了更好的人
但我確實是更加接近自己
希望有一天  有一天
我終於可以喜歡自己  這個不完美的自己
然後也能如你所是地愛你

我想這就是  這個時空裡的我  所能做到最好的事情

HOME ASSIGNMENTS 2014
This year’s home assignment consists of two parts:

A. Mandatory small assignment for all candidates

ONE EURO: Good/Bad
Buy a ‘well-designed’ product for 1 Euro and buy a ‘poorly-designed’ product for 1 Euro.
You have one minute in total to explain why the products you have chosen are good and bad.

B.Choose one of the four big home assignments

1. REMEMBER: Create a memorial ritual for a person close to you

Who is the person you want to design this ritual for? What about his/her characteristics, daily routines, childhood, study, work etc.
When you have finished your research, you design a memorial ritual that fits this person. The design can be very specific (product) or a ceremony.
Present to the admission committee your complete process: your research, your ideas, sketches, steps and choices and of course your final (3D) result.

2. MINIMAL: Design a series of three products for a minimalist

What do you think as upcoming designer about minimalism? What is minimalism and what can you do with minimalism as designer?
When you have finished your research, you design a series of three products for a minimalist and make a 3D (scale) module of each one of them.
Present to the admission committee your complete process: your research, your ideas, sketches, steps and choices and of course your final 3D results.

3. BEHAVIOR: Design a tool to change behavior

Which behavior irritates you? This can be behavior on a small personal scale: your own behavior. Or on a bigger scale: how people behave in public spaces. What specific is it that annoys you? How can you influence this behavior as a designer? What do you need for that? Design a tool, or a set of tools to change this irritating behavior.
Present to the admission committee your complete process: your research, your ideas, sketches, steps and choices and of course your final 3D result(s).

4. NEW LIFE: Design a new family of …

What are the specific characteristics of your family, how are they related? Explore them, interview them, and give us a peek into the kitchen of your family.

After this research you give birth to a new family of … (whatever you want!), in which you translate the characteristics of your family. These can be 3D products or other expressions, as long as the results are related to each other like a family.

Present to the admission committee your complete process: your research, your ideas, sketches, steps and choices and of course your final models. Good luck and see you in April 2014!

日子是狗的
你在恍惚間聽見了鐘
越來越真實地夢著
一天天離想要的世界更遠

那些你放棄的事
後來還好嗎
還有那些放棄你的人

他自行列中出走
散起髮跳舞
像悲傷的鬼神
迂迴的腳步沒有指向

是那些被遺忘的
都不夠重要吧
有人在世界之上
循著鐘聲下沉

在天空還沒成為天空之前
動物園走失了所有的動物
你終於在愛裡變成別人


───〈鐘聲的裂縫〉

你沒想過我會痊癒吧
我也沒想過
可是
我痊癒了
又恢復成
那種沒愛過你的樣子
　
──林婉瑜

「我知道有顆星球上面住了一位紅臉先生，他從沒聞過一朵花、沒看過一顆星星，更從沒愛過一個人，他除了加減數字外什麼也沒做過。他就跟你一樣，只會每天不斷重複：「我在忙，我在忙，我是個正經的人！」
---小王子

要怎麼小聲地哭
哭到淚腺破掉
但不被任何人聽到
　
要怎麼專注地寫
寫到指紋不見還是沒人願意看一眼
也不沮喪難熬
　
要怎麼偷偷照鏡
尋覓一個角度好讓人悅目
又不會把鏡子給照破掉
　
要怎麼奮力奔跑
拔腿向前追趕某人的身影
又不被他知道
　
要怎麼愛一個人
愛得很少
但永遠不把對方忘掉
　
要怎麼好好地活
活到剛好
每個人都把我忘掉


〈請你回答我這個問題〉--潘柏霖

今天打開網頁 dream afar 給了我這張圖
我都不知道新天鵝堡原來這麼美
可惜上次去的時候   心不在那裏

回想起來 那裡可能是一切的起點

生氣裡面，都是愛
只願我有一雙透視眼
看清，盛怒的火焰裡
有顆奄奄一息的心

---王小苗